Hey Stephanie. Remember me? Your endo? Here I am with lots of pain to remind you once again that your body is not complete. That you have a disease. That you stuck with me! (evil laugh)
Dear endo... How could I forget I don't need you in my life. I thought we broke up. I don't appreciate you taking me down to the cold ground and leaving me there to just stare at the dog who needs to be let out. I don't appreciate you taking me out yesterday after school. I couldn't move. I just laid on the couch. When I did attempt to stand up I looked a fool. My mom told me I should probably stay on the couch. So that's what I did. Stayed on the couch just wanting so badly to make cookies. And when it came time for me to go to the bathroom.... I held it as long as I could because I knew standing and walking was just not an option. Then you took all my energy. I was beyond tired. I don't even understand!!! Anyways, yes endo I remember you and all your misery. It's been a long time since you knocked me down this bad.
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Ugh! I feel for you. Standing and walking around is only good to ease the mild cramps but it make the flood gates of blood open even more.
ReplyDeleteHey, Stephanie, I understand how painful it is to have endo in the life. It is like a nightmare and it never leaves. I hate it but what can we do?!
ReplyDeleteI have endo for years and had two surgeries in 2 years. And I managed to be pregnant and miscarried one month ago. I felt so sad but no one could save us. We will have to be strong and we will survive!