Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Hey Remember Me

Hey Stephanie. Remember me? Your endo? Here I am with lots of pain to remind you once again that your body is not complete. That you have a disease. That you stuck with me! (evil laugh)

Dear endo... How could I forget I don't need you in my life. I thought we broke up. I don't appreciate you taking me down to the cold ground and leaving me there to just stare at the dog who needs to be let out. I don't appreciate you taking me out yesterday after school. I couldn't move. I just laid on the couch. When I did attempt to stand up I looked a fool. My mom told me I should probably stay on the couch. So that's what I did. Stayed on the couch just wanting so badly to make cookies. And when it came time for me to go to the bathroom.... I held it as long as I could because I knew standing and walking was just not an option. Then you took all my energy. I was beyond tired. I don't even understand!!! Anyways, yes endo I remember you and all your misery. It's been a long time since you knocked me down this bad.